Cruskin relapse

I spend my time watching television just to try to get away from my mind, pictures of you.
And yesterday I thought it was better like that, but it's just a beautiful lie, to poke in my dreams.
Don't know how to get rid of it, this absence is driving me mad.
My friends keep telling me that I'm not not alone.
Don't know how to get rid of it, this absence is driving me mad.
My friends keep telling me that I'm not not alone.
I don't want you instead of wondering why, don't say it hurt you when I told you that's alright
I don't want you keep on ... for yourself
Don't feel guilty for inflicting me pain
I spend my day pretending my body hurts...
How do you feel you today? I cannot be fine.
Don't know how to get rid of it, this absence is driving me mad.
My friends keep telling me that I'm not not alone.
Don't know how to get rid of it, this absence is driving me mad.
My friends keep telling me that I'm not not alone.
I don't want you instead of wondering why, don't say it hurt you when I told you that's alright
I don't want you keep on ...for yourself
Don't feel guilty for inflicting me pain