Crying war of attrition

every close we define
saves a hidden good vibe
too nervous to not fall asleep
though i doubt you think of me,
foolishly
clutching what i once set free
never learned to fetch what i deserve
lying with me
in this moment
make a move or
should i just keep quiet again?
submerged in deep uncertainty,
do i doubt you think of me
foolishly
clutching what i once set free
never learned to recognize my turn
lying down
last day of hanging in town
would you make a move or
will i keep quiet again?
will i just keep quiet again