How did I get back here?
I swore I'd never return
Four long years since it happened
I guess you'll never learn
But maybe this time'll be different
It might be what I need
Who knew I could feel again
Who knew I could forget my...
Memories, always seem to be
Always haunting me
Until I cant think
Then I try
Try to deny
I let him die
Then I pour myself a drink
Then another!
And another drink
Until it does the trick
'Til I forget what's in my head
What I regret
Then I have another drink!
Then another!
Then another drink
Until i get my fix
'Til the morning light
When the sun is bright
And nothing's right
I lost the fight
And I remember...
I once was a spy
But I can't be a spy again
I once was a spy
How could I be a spy again
I once was a spy
But what if,
I was a spy again
If a spy is a spy
And I once was a spy
Then I can be a spy again
Thought I could say goodbye
But I can't lie I wanna be a spy again
Wanna be a spy again
Gonna try again
Hop in a jet and fly again
Grow a spine again
Make it mine again
Do my best not to cry again
And I know just where I'm going
Me and my partner Owen,
I'll do what I can
Try to make a plan
To be a better man
But nothing seems to stick
In the mirror
Nothing's clear
What is this beard?!
Where's my drink?
Then another
And another
I'm gonna be sick
Owen please,
If you could see
What's become of me
What would you think?
If a spy is a spy
And I once was a spy
I think you'd want me to spy again
To put this drink down
Turn my life around
I wanna be a spy again
Spy again
Its who I am
Doesn't even matter if I killed my best friend
Spy again
Wear a suit and tie again
Drink martinis and drive again
Spy again
Get by again
Feel like a real important guy again
Fight crime again
Its do or die again
Get my life right again!
Owen would want me to do this
So I know that I'll get through it
Cause a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy is a spy!
And if I once was a spy
Then I'm gonna be a spy
The best
F*cking spy
Again!