Dangerous Summer i should leave right now

You should know by now what I was doing all by myself
The time has worn us out, I have lost my wind
Roll the windows down, find me some comfort
Leave me alone.
The one at the bottom I see
There's nothing I wonder
I see through the holes in us
And I am kneeling distraught
I will always feel there's something gone
I'm belittled but I find it wrong
I saw breaking day and I saw the current state of us
I should leave right now
No one is keeping me on this ground
Move out to somewhere south
Where the weather is warm and I feel less doubt
Maybe I'm running from what I know
Something is different
I need a new place to wander
I'm leaving to grow for now
Well, I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I'll find out who I really am, it takes some time
But maybe that's okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I've been through
I'll take my chances to live again
It's all to move on
To the seas if they will take you home
It's a journey just to find your own
It will take your hate when you find that place
Well, I was dying to leave this place I know
Traded it in for something I can relate to
I'll find out who I really am, it takes some time
But maybe that's okay, yeah
Trying to make my way past hope
Do what I can with everything that I've been through
I'll take my chances to live again