Dead Leaves confidence

i've got that old feeling
the one i'd wished I would never have again
your eyes are glued to the ceiling
it's crumbling faster than you ever wanted
I have lost all sense of self control
My friends my fire my faith are only ghosts
confidence it hates to be alone
Feeding on depression of old souls
I have lost oh I have seen
the darker side of everything
I wanna be left alone
And i'm scared I lost all reaction
I used to love my friends but now their gone
And I am heavy hearted
Surrounded by the sounds of passing cars
I have lost my sense of composure
My thoughts my smile I am not self assure
confidence it hates to be alone
Feeding on depression of old souls
I have lost oh I have seen
the darker side of everything
I wanna be left alone
I wanna be left alone
i've held a grudge against my luck I won't let it go
I wanna be left alone
i've held a grudge against my luck I won't let it go
I wanna be left alone
(I wanna be left alone)