There is no why and no reason
I feel this rage inside of me
In every day, every season
Suddenly my veins begin to close
Blood cannot reach my brain
I need to breathe deeply
To see if everything will change
And if my mind becomes insane!
Mind confusion!
RIT: Itâs my disease, Itâs my conviction, Psycho-mental deficiency (x2)
Today the clouds are swelling
I see no color in my day
No one can see Iâm dying
I am forsaken to myself
Please pray for me if you can!
Prayers wonât help me for sure
I just want to cry and scream
Because all this is killing me!
Mind confusion!
BRIDGE:
Only blood in my dreams like Iâm drowning in my pain
Frightening to survive, givinâ relief to my brain.
No one listens what I say, Iâm alone with my shame.
Fire and flames in my eyes, always seeking love in vain.