Dependence things i haven t felt

I'm just the same that I've always been
I push out more than I take in.
And half of what I've had, I've lost.
I just want to know, what did it cost.
What did you cost?
But when we're alone, in a crowded room, I only have eyes for you.
I'm only seeing for you.
And every breath that you take,
shakes the beat that my chest makes.
It makes my walls break down.
You're finding news ways to define me,
everytime that you're smiling.
I'm finding new things inside of me,
things that I haven't ever seen.
Things I haven't felt,
things I haven't seen,
things I haven't been,
in years.
Things I haven't felt,
things I haven't seen,
things I haven't been,
in years.
Can I taste life,
will it taste right, again?