What did you want from me
can you think back on it?
what did you see in me
besides just violence?
I live my life like this
shell shocked and ignorant
I spend my days like this
fucking belligerent
I will become nothing, dead in the dirt
I will become all that makes you hurt
I will rip out your black beating heart
I can not be stopped I'll rip you apart
I hope that I have burned every bridge i've ever crossed
I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost
your blood flows through you like the sands of time
I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line
I hope that I have burned every bridge i've ever crossed
I hope that half your life is time you think is fucking lost
your blood flows through you like the sands of time
I am the pendulum swinging you back to the starting line
if I had a nice bone in my body i'd tear it out
if I had a nice thought it my head i'd blow it out
my whole life is a labyrinth
every path is a dead end
life is a joke
that's all the voices ever spoke
i'm begging for a nightmare
so I can have something to put me to sleep
breathing is suffering
the constant struggle makes me weak
as I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death
I fear no evil
for I am ruin
as I walk through the valley
of the shadow of death
I fear no evil
for I am ruin
Belligerent
an ungrateful piece of shit
I take everything for granted
this is life
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