Here it goes again, time to fake a smile. Life has been this way for quite
a while. I fucked it up all by myself. I couldnât bear to ask for help.
Now, thereâs nothing fueling all the hate inside, itâs just another day
without my child. I abandoned hearts. I abandoned homes. I did this all on
my own. Here it goes again, pretend that itâs all fine. Hateâs all Iâve
got, but at least itâs mine. I fucked it up all by myself. I left love
behind all on my own. So, bear witness to weakness, heâs staring right at
you. Itâs taken this long just to tell you the truth. Youâre looking right
back, but thereâs nothing to see. I hope when you grow up, youâre nothing
like me. And the worst of times⦠they last forever.
Just like the hands on a broken clock, time just seems to have stopped and
yours will never rest on mine again. The slow rhythms of a dead-beat.
DEAD-BEAT.