Desmesure dreaming awake

I´ve heard when you got a nightmare
your mind suffers the consequences
and after everything we dream we cant know
what is real and what is false in life
I'm regretting having fallen asleep,
running away about my past times,
I've never felt so frozen in my bed,
impossible to hold my eyes open
and my heart is beating slow
give me a slap to wake me up
or I think I will be dead in this bed
When I sleep my demons are waiting
for me to wake up to mess up my mind
I don't wanna go to bed tonight
I feel weak and it doesn't help at all
When I sleep my demons are waiting
for me to wake up to mess up my mind
20 years they have been waiting
and after all this time they couldn't catch me
I'm gonna stand this
This is my life
I'm gonna stand this
You cant catch me, NO!
I'm regretting having fallen asleep,
running away about my past times,
I've never felt so frozen in my bed,
impossible to hold my eyes open
and my heart is beating slow
give me a slap to wake me up
or I think I will be dead in this bed
This is the worst of my nightmares
Am I dead? Are you alive?
This is the worst of my nightmares
The darkness will not let me see what's in you
When I sleep my demons are waiting
for me to wake up to mess up my mind
I don't wanna go to bed tonight
I feel weak and it doesn't help at all
I'm gonna stand this
This is my life
I'm gonna stand this
You cant catch me, NO!
I'm regretting having fallen asleep,
running away about my past times,
I've never felt so frozen in my bed,
impossible to hold my eyes open
and my heart is beating slow
give me a slap to wake me up
or I think I will be dead in this bed