Devin Santi see myself lose

Sometimes you control me
But I set myself up for holding on
The right place isn't one way
I made a promise but time always warrants change
When life turns around love fades away
And I just wanted you to believe
I was lonely
And it only brings out the worst in me
But for the first time
I feel like I'm in the right place
I lost pieces of myself
Only to learn where the pieces fell
Keep it together but inside I rebel
I put aside feelings where I dwell in the pain
Now I can't remember why I stayed
There's only so much I will explain
I was lonely
And it only brings out the worst in me
But for the first time
I feel like I'm in the right place
But you were the only
I was lonely
And it only brings out the worst in me
But for the first time
I feel like I'm in the right place