Is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice?
Don’t you turn your back on me.
You say there’s a reason.
Show me just one reason,
that’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly.
Every single moment plays over and over.
I still feel her hand in mine.
Medication offers temporary comfort,
but I need to heal.
I want to still feel alive.
Is this the thanks I get for giving you my best?
I’ve been living for so long with your name on my breath.
You said you’d hold a my hand, but you broke my heart instead.
So now, is this what you came for, to leave me with no choice?
Don’t you turn your back on me.
You say there’s a reason.
Show me just one reason,
that’s not an excuse to take your abuse quietly.
Oh how, every single moment plays over and over.
I still feel her hand in mine.
Medication offers temporary comfort, but I need to heal.
I want to still feel alive.
Don’t be surprised if I don’t come home.
I might tear out my eyes, so I can’t see at all.
Don’t be surprised if I don’t come home.
I might tear out my heart so I can’t feel at all.