Disgrace self

I learn something new everyday
Hate myself in a brand new way
I will escape the ways of a life burnt down and rebuilt
I'll finally escape this guilt
I foresee the way I want to be but my head is busted
I wish it was easy
Slow release from my sanity
Choking on nothing
I should just breathe
Sickened by restlessness
Fiending for acceptance
But all I feel is pain surrounding me
Binding me, crushing me, lying to me
Motherfuckers fronting
I need to live
I belong to me