Now, I can take this, everything I know
Realized that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only thing I have left
Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never really knew it was coming from me
Change the way I felt the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Is this all worth what this has done to me
Water down my senses and turn them on me, fuck morality
And everything I know if I didn't hate this then I couldn't go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be, denial is all that's left now
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Dreaming in my head, I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why this meant so much to me
No, did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been
No, did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been
Conceiving in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
Nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease
Somebody, somebody, somebody, somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease
But it still becomes a new disease