Down Like Silver have i loved

Have I gone and failed you?
Have I gone and let you down?
Have I loved?
Have I not been gracious?
Are my hands not strong enough?
Did I lose my patience?
Have I loved?
Everything I own
Owns me now
Everyone I love
Holds me down
Are my plans too heavy?
Did I hold you long enough?
Did I not seem ready?
Have you had to rise above?
Everything I own
Owns me now
Everyone I love
Holds me down
Holds me down
Have I left things broken?
Did I not speak loud enough?
Were there words unspoken?
Have I loved?
Have I loved?
Have I loved?