Contradiction in my thoughts is the barrier of my life
I cannot jump that nigh to overcome
Too many hidden ways - their destination is the same
Which way is wrong and which is right
Sometimes I wish I had a choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I wish I could live on my own
But nothing's breaking through the walls inside
All the dreams remain behind
All the voices fade away
I'm falling into nothingness of life
I don't care about the time
I don't need to understand
There's no confusion in my mind but the clarity is gone
I hope you'll never ask about tomorrow
My abandoned ship is carried by the current
I cannot fight against it and I cannot force it
Sometimes I wish I had a choice
To end or to begin
Sometimes I wish I could live on my own
But nothing's breaking through the walls inside
All the dreams remain behind
All the voices fade away
I'm falling into nothingness of life
I don't care about the time
I don't need to understand
- :
- Apology
- Beyond The Maze
- Miscellaneous
- The Cycle
- Futility
- Sonic Seducer: Cold Hands Seduction, Volume VI
- Homeless E.P.
- Homeless
- Buried Again
- Zillo: Mystic Sounds, Volume 9
- Estrangement
- The Gothic Compilation, Part I
- Death… Is Just the Beginning, Volume 4
- Zillo Dark Summer: Best of Goth Open Airs 2000
- The Independent Voice of Berlin
- Zillo Club Hits 4
- Orkus Presents: The Best of the 90s, Volume 2
- Zillo Romantic Sound Sampler, Volume II
- Gothic Club Classics, Volume 2
- Der Seelen Tiefengrund