Dreamgrave presentiment

I feel safe inside
Hiding under these blanket wrapped around
To keep this world out
Breath out
Breath in this feeling
Absorb the night followed by
Nightmares crawling in to my
Own mind
Breath in and out
Pressure, burden on her neck
By this presentiment
Nightmares pull me
Down this drain
Away from every humane means
This day painted so surreal
Giving in to the ocean of growing fear
But stay and hail
The Gods of insane
Fractured dreams, overpriced pictures
And your need for everything
That you can get your
Hands on
Seeking the light
Weighing what's on my mind
Signs align
Holding back my eyes
To see what lies there what future denies to
Tell when we all hear the sound of the tide
Rush by
But I can just never hope to find out
Oh my, why I
Feel I'll die
We have no idea, now,
of who or what the inhabitants of our future might be. In that sense,
we have no future. [...] For us things can change so abruptly,
so violently, so profoundly,
that futures like our elders' have insufficient 'now' to stand on.
We have no future because our present is too volatile. ...
We have only risk management.
The spinning of the given moment's scenarios.
Breathe in this feeling
Absorb the night followed by
Nightmares crawling in to my
Own mind
Breath in and out
Hope has no meaning
Devoured by traces from
Times we have not yet arrived
Grey-dark
Dissaray in my