at first
you find it so intriguing, your heart is beating its
so misleading,
the want grows into god I need it
then you find it slowly leaving,
you look for
something just the same, so you can feel it once
you go through strangers but its strange
and go back to salvage what remains,
drunken advances,
multiple chances,
rookie romantics
in need of practice,
we're students of love,
in and out of classes,
go for the ride until it crashes,
Ive been through enough
to have learned my lessons,
from puppy love throughout
my adolescence,
we're friends and enemies,
the same identity,
you're a source of strength
but a waste of energy,
we play that game that
some aren't built for, feel that
pain that some would kill for,
we drank we smoke,
we've taken the pillform,
got high with you even as your mentor,
what we had seemed irreplaceable,
till I ran and got a taste of new,
but my sex drive was just a waste of fuel,
shoulda just used it all on my race to you,
I'm naked, I'm numb, I'm stupid, I'm staying
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'
Lights black, Heads bang, You're my drug, We live it
You're drunk, you need it, Real love, I'll give it
So we're bound to linger on
We drink the fatal drop
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts
when im in im in, put my chips on black, your kiss
burned my lips like I just hit crack, turn the
lights off we get it crackin, turn the lights on
and we lose the passion,
we try new things by lying and cheating,
a constant cycle of goodbyes
and greetings,
act like love has a higher meaning,
we're afraid to let loose of are
tied up demons,
time consuming,
mind confusion,
im trying theres gotta be
a science to it, is it worth the effort,
im not an expert,
once a heckler before the pressure,
a constant battle with no winner at the end,
a simple breakdown from lover to a friend,
friend to an enemy than lover once again,
it comes and goes as subtle as the wind,
it comes and goes as subtle as the wind,
subtle as the wind