Dustbox honesty

I wanna break my shell inside of me
My heart is in a box I created
I have pretended to be a kind man all my life
There's many things I couldn't say there
Do you laugh at me? (Do you laugh at me?)
Do you laugh at me like this?
Wanna be an honest man
But it is not easy for me
Wanna be an honest man
Why can't I be the one?
Don't wanna be a man
Can't say anything want to say
Why do I tell a lie?
Why do I tell a lie?
I don't know what to say 'cause I bite my tongue
Wanna be an honest man
But it is not easy for me
Wanna be an honest man
Why can't I be the one? (Go!)
What is right? What is wrong?
Will I be doing something wrong?
I've nothing I can do,
Off my nut