Dwntwn back forth

I don't why I'm always going back and forth
My gut send signs my brain ignores
Look into the mirror seeing only flaws
Is it human to become so lost?
Everyone is gonna die someday
Here I'm afraid of what I'll see
I'm walking on the ashes of heartbreaks
If you wanna give yourself to me
Is it me or is it fear that takes the wheel?
The more speed the more control I feel
I spiral down into a deep and darkened corner
What's love if it is not torture?
Everyone is gonna die someday
Here I'm afraid of what I'll see
I'm walking on the ashes of heartbreaks
If you wanna give yourself to me
Oh my [?]
Don't make a sound
Oh my [?]
Gotta run, just run, just run run run
Everyone is gonna die someday
Here I'm afraid of what I'll see
I'm walking on the ashes of heartbreaks
If you wanna give yourself to me
Cause everyone is gonna die someday
Here I'm afraid of what I'll see
I'm walking on the ashes of heartbreaks
If you wanna give yourself to me