Ed Prosek what it takes

Please God give me the strength to pay my debts
I never meant to fall this far but here I am
And I'm begging you for a second chance
I know I lost control but it wont happen again
She's just so beautiful it hurts
And she don't know how much I was in love with her
I never asked and I'll never know
What it takes to make up for all my faults
Would you still love me when I'm old?
Just to make this easier
Oh, I could run and leave you here
And I don't want to see your face
And I hate goodbyes anyway
And I'm running from this home of mine
I carry all my weight in the bags beneath my eyes
And I don't have anything but time
But I still feel the memories I left behind
And then a cloud of faithlessness and shame
I bet you'll find another man were all the same
I never asked and I'll never know
What it takes to make the most of all my faults
Would you still love me if I go?
Just to make this easier
Oh, I could run and leave you here
And I don't want to see your face
And I hate goodbyes anyway