Effective watering a dead rose

did Impact your life enough to wanna forgive me
or did I damage you so bad that you want to forget me
I know the feelings mutual. frequently I reflect & collect the memories Ive thrown after we met
& i elevated cuz back then id reconnect the steps but I could doubt ever forget regret who I never forget.
it's all a poison ...
finding truth in a lie
letting go of what's there just to keep it alive& oh
neither can I be the person who hurts you
no longer it's a loss memories that we can search through
proceed without each other live happy without pickin the past
but give it the picture