Einleit soak me up

Soak me up with your love
My bitterness is all yours
Holding up with my second thoughts
Tear the mess from my bones
I've always walked in the shadowed side of the streets
It's funny how few feet from there is a mystery
Careful with the monstrous fare
This might deprive you from despair
There'd be nothing you could not bear
This might deprive you from despair