My love
am I really in your heart
Coz i can't feel the words
that you're saying to me
And why
do you judge me oh so hard
I keep silent, I keep still
but you keep hurting me
I close my eyes
and try to hold back the tears
I look inside of me
I wasted my years
It's strange
can't lovers decide their fate
Happiness turns into memories
we choose to forget
And why
did you not reach out to me
I kept waiting, I had hopes
it was not meant to be
I can't, I can't imagine
Why did destiny fail me
Perhaps my path in life
is not to love
I close my eyes
and try to hold back the tears
I looked inside of me
I wasted my years
All this time
I'm the one regretting
Believed you when you say
I love you
It never was true
I close my eyes
and try to hold back the tears
I looked inside of me
I wasted my years
All this time
I'm the one regretting
Believed you when you say
I love you
It never was true
If in my life
there's hope to find love again
I'll look inside of me
and this time I'll see
That it's me
I'm the one deciding
What's real remembering what was before
To find love at all
I close my eyes
and try to hold back the tears