Elan Noon vexed

Get so high then sink deep
Take a pill and go to sleep
Everywhere you go you try to be relieved
Surrounded by mystery
Crooked smile manic jeer
Paint your face and disappear
Everything around you seems so insincere
Suspended in endless fear
Glassy eye smokey teeth
Whatcha got i wanna see
Everybody knows that you're a freak
You're always
So vexed by everything
Riddled with anxiety
Convinced by anything
Selling some divinty
Watch tv late at night
Funny pictures or moonlight
I can't tell the difference if i close my eyes
Is it wrong the feeling that i hide?