Elephant goodnight

I'm not asking you to come out tonight,
cuhs I wouldn't tell you what's on my mind
in this bar
so close to my heart.
Well if you get drunk tonight and go act the fool,
And if I'm drunk tonight
I'm just drinking of you.
So put up the chairs, throw me out of here
Admit to my shadow that my greatest fear's to see you
Walk in the door, cuhs I have nothing to say
So am I a coward or is it some genetic defect
that won't let me say I want you or words to that effect.
Go to sleep
Go to sleep and then
when you're lying in your bed,
you can dream of a friend who's not holding back, who's not holding on.
Who's not holding out, always too long.
Who's got something to tell you, as you're walking away,
It's the look in his eyes like there's something he forgot to say,
and'll never remember till you close the door.
So put up the chairs,
throw me out of here,
Admit to my shadow that my greatest fear's to see you.
Walk in that door, cuhs I have nothing to say,
Except maybe goodnight.