Emerald Eyes the mirror

I am the enemy, I am the biggest coward I know
I might not know, what I want, but I do know what I don't.
You, you can dig all you want, You'll never find my loving heart, No one can get the best of me
I am the enemy, I am the biggest coward I know
I might not know... what I want, but I do know what I don't
I just live obsession, Whilst I neglect my future, And when I face the mirror, If I can face the mirror
All I dream is drowning, My flinching body hanging, My could-be crushes crying, My lonely mother dying
My selfish corpse bleeds into the soil
becomes one with the earth
This is the last time that I ever lose my way
I choose to dedicate myself to my friends and family I owe them my life, for all they've done for me I will never take my life, I will never die that way
I will never take my life, I will never go that coward way
DIE THAT COWARD WAY... THAT COWARD FUCKING WAY