Even If It Kills Me are you a lie

You're holding the past
in the palm of your hand
I want to have it back
I want it back
You said it'd never last
that we'd fall through the cracks
And you want to have it back
you want it back
Don't call out my name
because I wont be there
Don't call out my name
because I wont be there
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in
Or die
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in
Not give up
This life is too short
and i want to have it back
I want it back
With a knife to my throat
you pray for some hope
You want to have it back
You want it back
Don't call out my name
because I wont be there
Don't call out my name
because I wont be there
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in o
Or die
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in
Not give up
We've been through this
about a thousand times
And I am over it
I'm over it
You bitch
We've been through this
about a thousand times
And I am over it
I'm over it
You're holding on to the past
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in
Or die
Keep your mouth closed
I don't want to hear it
Are you a lie
Because I can see the disaster
I have made it a point to
Not give in
Not give up
Are you grateful
that the future scares me
I'm not a lie
Are you a lie
I'm not over it
Are you over it?
Are you grateful
that the future scares me
I'm not a lie
Are you a lie
I'm not over it
Are you over it?