Even In Blackouts darling you

I know that I kind of have a selfish streak
It turns sympathy into advantage for me
I haven't felt love since I turned 18
And I don't mind, no I don't ever mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
I fill my day with things undone
And wander my room at night past one
Staring at pictures and memories of friends I know
And it doesn't hurt at all, no it never hurts at all
I don't know anymore, anymore
I don't know anymore
I am stronger when I am alone
I see you, I see you alone
I feel strong for you,
I don't feel anything for you
Don't you understand?
Can't you understand?
I don't know anymore, anymore
I don't know anymore
Darling you...
Darling you.
I don't know anymore, anymore
I don't know anymore
Darling you
Goddammit every one of you!