Everclear all fked up

I am all f**ked up and I am ready to break
Now, I don't wanna be the guy
Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own good place
All f**ked up and I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I am dying on the inside
I want to be happy but I don't know how
I am all f**ked up and it's always the same
Now, I always get so close
Then I let it get away
I got no one but myself to blame
I'm all f**ked up and I don't know why
If the rest of my life
Is going to be like this
I think I would rather die, I am all f**ked up
Well, I am all f**ked up
When you are all f**ked up
Yes, I am all f**ked up, f**ked up
When you are all f**ked up
Now, I am all f**ked up
Now, I am all f**ked up
Now, I am all f**ked up
Now, I am all f**ked up
Now, I am all f**ked up, yes, I am ready to break
So I don't wanna be the guy
Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own good place
All f**ked up and I don't know how
How I ever got to where I feel
Like I'm dying on the inside
I want to be happy now
I am all f**ked up and it is always the same
Yeah, I always get so close
Then I let it get away
I got no one but myself to blame
I am all f**ked up and I don't know why
Yeah, if the rest of my life
Is going to be like this
Than I think I would rather die, I am all f**ked up