With every word I say,
its halfhearted and meaningless
Itâs just to get me through the long drives and depressed thoughts that keep me awake
I found the darkest part of me, that was tired of living
whatâs living when you already feel like youâre
going nowhere
Growing up, I always thought
that my greatest fear was ending up alone
but now I know,
that my greatest fear is letting go
I hate myself, but Iâm learning to live with it
all the things that Iâve done wrong
Iâll never forgive myself
I have nothing left to hold on to,
and thatâs because Iâm
going nowhere, and Iâd kill to be anywhere at all
Growing up, I always thought
that my greatest fear was ending up alone
but now I know,
that my greatest fear is letting go
MY GREATEST FEAR IS LETTING GO