Experience on the edge

A black shade on a scary night
Turning me completely upside down
Locking me out of my brainhouse
Self-mockingly getting me down
Nobody sees, what's wrong with me
Wishing my thoughts to disappear
Always too far, never too near
Wishing my thoughts to disappear
I'm on the edge of breaking down
Another song 'bout feeling alone
It never feels like home, it never feels like
So paralyzed by what you wanna do
Your alter ego is controlling you
Out of your senses, no dignity
Is this the body of an enemy?
Nobody sees, what's wrong with me
Wishing my thoughts to disappear
Always too far, never too near
I'm on the edge of breaking down
Another song 'bout feeling alone
It never feels like home, it never feels like
I'm on the edge of breaking down
Another song 'bout feeling alone
It never feels like home, it never feels like
(Home)
(Home)
Nobody sees, what's wrong with me
Wishing my thoughts to disappear
Always too far, never too near
I'm on the edge of breaking down
Another song 'bout feeling alone
It never feels like home, it never feels like
I'm on the edge of breaking down
Another song 'bout feeling alone
It never feels like home, it never feels like
(Home)