Facing New York give love live

I put it on me, rolling squares.
A straight night ruiner.
It's the new year but I don't resolve to do anything.
But I do intend to man up.
I wanna take love,
And I wanna give love.
I was the only one in town,
It was the only thing I knew,
And I have a favor to ask.
And I don't mean to lean but sometimes leanin' gets things done.
And it gets realer, I'm a child actor.
It's funny how everybody here
Knows everybody here.
I wanna take love
And I wanna give love.
If I don't survive,
I'll play with roman candles in my afterlife.
If I don't survive the fall.