Fact loop

I'm in a situation that I have never seen
It's obvious to me that you don't understand a thing
I'm in an altercation, a struggle versus me
And nothing is the way that I imagined it to be
Hold up
It's not a revelation, it's nothing new to me
It's just another reminder that nothing comes for free
A poisonous fixation, a useless guarantee
Nothing's quite the way that I imagined it to be
I never would have guessed that this is how things would turn out
I never could have recognized the truth without a doubt
I never would have guessed that this is what it's all about
I never would have known
I never would have known at all
I'm in a way with myself
Who's winning this battle?
A spiral that never ends
Who's winning this battle?
I'm thinking on a question that's always worried me
The answer is behind a door with no lock and no key
I'm in an altercation, a struggle versus me
And nothing is the way that I imagined it to be
Let's get ready to rumble
It's not a revelation, it's nothing new to me
It's just another reminder that nothing comes for free
A poisonous fixation, a useless guarantee
Nothing's quite the way that I imagined it to be
I never would have guessed that this is how things would turn out
I never could have recognized that truth without a doubt
I never would have guessed that this is what it's all about
I never would have known
I never would have known at all
(writing on the wall)
I'm in a way with myself
Who's winning this battle?
A spiral that never ends
Who's winning this battle?