Fall Of Carthage menace to myself

you suffer,
such a stray,
scored again,
one more fault.
the night's gone to sleep,
vale of tears,
a strong impulse,
as you keep searching.
just hangin in there again,
hangover,
hang with seven jacks,
a menace to myself.
(something)
balls have gone wild,
tankin' up since
1990, as i been
(fuckin it up)
searching for something,
searching.
something
searching.
there should be no indifference,
no fuckin' compromise.
a menace to myself,
I need to regain my life.
can't stop to pull the plug on me.
i tried to do without for a hundred nights in a row now.
still tired and unhappy.
nothing has changed.
we suffer,
such a stray
scored again,
one more fault
the day's gone to sleep.
vale of tears
a strong impulse
as we keep searching.
something.
just hangin in there again,
hangover,
hang with seven jacks,
a menace to myself.
gonna toss more.
tankin' up since
1990, as i been
searching for something,
searching.
unconscious, unstable.
Hopelessly breathing my last breath
i'm leaving to regain my life.