Falter burdens

Loss of words to say because im feeling so ashamed.
Won't you help me find my way so I can stay.
Cause I dont want to lose this grip that I have on you.
Shattered and accused but I still have you.
I don't want to be here but I don't want to leave here without raising my hands to you.
I don't wanna leave you without saying what I need to, so I lay my burdens down.
I lay my burdens down.
Now I raise my hands but I feel that I can't stand on this rock like a map without you.
I know I tried to hide it all, this pain that I pushed aside, let it drift and slowly die all for you.
I don't wanna be here but I don't want to leave here without raising my hands to you.
I don't wanna leave you without saying what I need to, so I lay my burdens down.
I lay my burdens down.
And in your name I claim my lies.
I feel your grace and sacrifice and in your arms I am tonight.
And you're my blood when I needed life, your tears flow to give me light and in your arms I am tonight.
I don't wanna be here but I don't want to leave here without raising my hands, raising my hands to youuu.
I don't wanna be here but I don't want to leave here without raising my hands to youu.
I wanna raise my hands.
I don't wanna leave you with out saying what I need to, so I lay my burdens down.
I lay my burdens down.
Lay them down.
LAy them down.