Family and Friends of lovers and liars

My father my mother if this is the last you hear of me
It's not for lack of covering my tracks I am leaving
For where sky meets sea
Please, do not fear for me
Like a furnace fueled by flame the feeling was festering
A sense of shame and my wanting ways got the best of me
So bloody my lips, blacken my eyes
Show me your fists, teach me to fight
There is nothing that I would not do
There is nothing that I would not do
To prove myself
To prove my love for you
Searching for answers in the bottom of a glass to questions I'm too scared to ask
In the pocket of my coat I carry my flask to inspire the courage I lack
I want to tell you I love you, but I don't know how
I want to love you, but I don't know how
All my love is a lie
All my love is a lie
And silence the truth's disguise
Even the sunset will someday rise
You will know love
You will know patience with time
Feel it in my bones
Voices from below
Saying if you love her, let her go
Feel it in my bones
Voices from below
Saying if you love her, let her go
But I was born a stubborn soul
My vices are my own
My brother my sister if this is the last that you hear of me
It's not for lack of love or the feeling wearing weary
Please, do not fear for me
See I have been patient most my life
See I have been patient most my life
And today may be the day I die
Today may be the day I die