Fattaru mingus

Jumps over the barrier, doesn't think to waste the strip
Into the tube, towards the city, I like it so much here, alone
Pulls with the feeling of not having ra at home in my home country
People take me for a villain, with my skin color you are labeled
Pull on my MD with Talib Kweli and I pray ttre
I must find awesome songs today if only I could figure out what it was called
For in my life today music is the only joy
I was lucky once as a child but I dropped it on the road
I remember that, my parents' fights and arguments
Then the divorce I've had a growing hole in my soul
And since then I've seen dad an hour a week at most
And neither of us does anything about that, although I feel bad and he at least as cool
No one showed so I made my own image of manly
Just trust me, can handle myself, don't complain, cry ¥t's shameful
Feelings of weakness turn to anger, can't bear to play happy
I doubt I'll find someone who can live with all of me
Gets up and gets off the cart, runs up the stairs
Lucky no guards stand between here and the plate
Mega finds the record, shit reggae from the 80s
I know my soul and good soul is like a drop in the ocean
Just me love you hither and thither, I don't like that happy shit
So I grab something that suits me, The blue Yusef Lateef
Back towards the T-central, can't avoid seeing the advertisement
And I wonder if people understand what signals they give to the children
H&M's new model looks exactly like a barbie doll
Although I am used to bodies it is so I am shocked
Is this the world I want to give to my future son or daughter
Sex sells everything and the prices are robbery or usury
You have to buy a lot of stuff with money you don't have
But whoever has the most is the best so everyone takes everything they can get
Everyone wants to play rich but you can't pay fat
So many are forced to do their other things in illegal ways
Swedish young people hair never mått better, damn what a joke
90 percent of everyone I know takes drugs, 95 drink too
Sticking home lays me down, makes the body numb
Letting the world off my shoulders, listening to Bo Hansson and falling asleep