I started to mess up completely
Something jumped in there
I don't know
I think it's because unconsciously
I felt like I was losing control
Lose control over everything
I was involved in
Everything elements of my life
It threw me into a state of anger
Absolutely indescribable
It was unbearable
It's like being locked in a box without light
In which time stops
It's like being in limbo in fact
You can't go forward anymore, you can't go back
You can no longer go in any direction
You are completely stuck
at a broken stop
Your feet are in cement
I felt like a tiger shark
You know that sharks when they advance more
They die
And the tiger shark is the most aggressive
When he is immobilized he smashes everything that passes
And it's the same thing with wolves when you corner them
I used music and words and thought writing to move forward
To progress through existence
So when I lost that well
Well I lost my ability to progress
It's like That's what I started yelling
You can no longer interact with the world
You withdraw little by little
You become totally hermetic
To others and on a daily basis
Because in the morning when you wake up
And in the evening when you go to bed
When you walk when you work
When you talk when you drive
You you keep telling yourself
All the time
I'm nowhere
I'm going nowhere
I'm petrified
And I'll never be anything 'other than that
You have to choose not to think about it
Choose that it doesn't exist
Choose not to have a problem with it
You have to go out
You have to see your friends
And wait for it to come back