Faux Forte escape

Dull grey, the silence speaks in honesty.
I listened but I chose not to hear.
The mirror shows it's really blame to see you've come again.
I live closest with my enemies.
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape.
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape.
I cannot escape myself.
Broken hearts and empty phrases.
Look to see what you've done again.
Who am I in words to speak of?
Who am I?
Who am I?
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape.
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape myself.
I cannot escape.
I cannot escape myself.
I've always preached honesty,
But honestly I've always lied to myself.
I've always claimed good intentions,
But rarely intended the outcome.
I've never picked sides,
Avoided the divides.
I've never picked sides,
For fear of believing lies.
I've never picked sides,
Avoided the divides.
I've never picked sides,
For fear of believing lies.
I've never picked sides,
Avoided the divides.
I've never picked sides,
For fear of believing lies.