Feared erased

Something creeping inside me, my veins
poisonous blood
can't feel my limbs no more
I can't control them
alone, am I alone
inside my crumbling cage
I grasp for air
slowly drowning in feelings
open my blackened grave
you can't believe
what is happening
deciding for me, like I'm tied to strings
you can say whatever you want
I can't even move,
tied down to the ground
my wounds, opening
my life in vain
my cries will fade away
erased
it's breaking out
out of my skin
carving it out
bleed it out
bleed it out
life decided to go
and so did I
maybe it wasn't meant to be
not meant to be