I have answers to questions I don't even know
And words for expressions I'll never show
I feel my head spinning, I can't seem to cope
With this life I've been living I'm hitting an all time low
There's no such thing as stability
I've clawed my eyes out and pleaded to be set free
But now I know this will never end
So I still cry out to you even though I am already dead
This time I'm gonna make this
I'm gonna make this right
This time I won't fail, I won't let myself down
This time I'm gonna take control
I'm gonna make up for it all
For all the years I've wasted
For all the lines I've crossed
And I realize this is hopeless
I've tried so hard but I know it's a waste of time, It's a lie
I'm sick of thinking I can live this life in peace, live this life in peace
Who am I kidding there's no one that cares
I feel my head spinning I won't be scared
Cause I know there's nothing to be afraid of now
Cause my life is a living hell
Let me feel my shame, let me learn
Watch me burn
Take me away, I know that I'm lost
But maybe we'll make it out
This time I'm gonna make this
I'm gonna make this right
This time I won't fail, I won't let myself down
This time I'm gonna take control
I'm gonna make up for it all
For all the years I've wasted
For all the lines I've crossed
I've been patiently waiting for everything to come together
Praying for something, anything
For it all to make sense
So I'll keep patiently waiting for everything to come together
What am I really fighting for, fighting for
These words echo through my head
They're counting down my days
Or answering questions I've never had time to remember
So I'll keep on screaming your name
Maybe you'll hear me soon