Forest Rain the party hasnt ended

Here I am again
I'm standing alone and wondering when
I'm trying to work up the nerve
To tell you how I feel
Colorful streamers and lights
Ever month it's the same, It doesn't feel right
The emptiness around me
Reminds me how my heart must feel
I just want to make you open your eyes
And you might be in for a pleasant suprise
I want you to stay here by my side
I'm a party of one, and I need you tonight
I just want to make you finally see
That not being with you is torturing me
But behind these eyes and the tears I have shed
I want you to know that the party hasn't ended
It might just be the time
Everypony has left, but you've stayed behind
I'm trying to work up the nerve
To tell you how I feel
It's finally to much
Mere words aren't enough, so our lips they touch
You flee from my embrace
I know this dream could not be real
I just want to make you open your eyes
And you might be in for a pleasant suprise
I want you to stay here by my side
I'm a party of one, and I need you tonight
I just want to make you finally see
That not being with you is torturing me
But behind these eyes and the tears I have shed
I want you to know that the party hasn't ended
Nightmares creeping in from all sides
Painful memories locked inside
I'll be right there to break you free
You'll finally see my loyalty
Visions come most cruel and dark
But I know friendship is the spark
My laughter like a rings
And then you'll hear me start to sing
Giggle at the Ghostie
I just want to make you open your eyes
And you might be in for a pleasant suprise
I want you to stay here by my side
I'm a party of one, and I need you tonight
I just want to make you finally see
That not being with you is torturing me
But behind these eyes and the tears I have shed
I want you to know that the party hasn't ended