Forever Losing Sleep havre de grace

I asked to be left alone
Well I got what I asked for and more
And the worst part is I wouldn't have it any other way
There's no saving me anymore
You taught me how to love again
But made sure I'd remember why I always kept my distance
I thought that you would save me
But you couldn't stay
And now I'm on my own
And now I'm on my own, and every day feels empty without you
And now I know I'm nothing without you
(I tried my best to find content but I'm drowning in the words I never said)
I'm screaming I wish you the best from this God damn hole
So where will you go now that you're alone
Where will you go?
Because I did this to myself a hundred times before
Now I don't want to feel anything anymore
And maybe it's all my fault that everything I love always falls apart
Maybe I deserve this
Maybe I deserve this