It wasn’t really good to see you*
It's been a year about since last
I kind of wish I didn’t smile
I kind of wish I didn’t laugh
The next two days I woke up
With your face in detail
It makes me think that I was dreaming
Of shit O try to shut off when I’m awake
I wish you could have seen it the way it spread apart beside your head
She said I really really wish you were not dead
Now everything just seems so far removed
She said I keep your picture right next to my bed
His head blown away
His legs and arms crushed
Stuck to the road
He's asking for too much
As I remain unaffected by the sight of your drowning eyes,
As you struggle to keep your voice from cracking
As you let go of his life
And all I could say was I’m sorry
I know you’ve never felt this dismal
I said that sometime we should catch up
Well I guess that I could have said anything else