Furious George orbit

Watching through a broken screen
Don't understand, can't see what it means
It don't matter what you say
Cause i can't see you anyway
It's dark outside and i can't see
My memories covered in shrouds
Through the sun i see the clouds
I put the gun in my hand
But i can't pull
I put the gun to my head
But i can't pull
I got a gun in my head
But i can't pull
I wanna hide inside my head
But everywhere i look is dead
I don't understand, how can this be?
I once had love, but now it's gone
Wondering what's beyond beyond
I'd be happy, if it were nothing
Memories covere in shrouds
Through the sun, i see the clouds
I wanna hide inside my head
But everywhere i look is dead
There's nothing left inside my head
I'm dead i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead