Future Games hourglass

How many times will I walk through the fire,
Just to fail to acquire a new-found faith?
Confounded and lost in the journey were locked in,
I stop, believing won't be easy
A thousand things I have to say,
The favors that I need to give,
So if I died today,
Would I be proud of the life I've live?
I'm sold on what I believe
Who am I here to help?
Have I ever really sacrificed?
I lie between heaven and hell,
It's the faith I wish I had in my life
And you wont find a reason,
The whole world is waiting,
No you won't find a reason,
We won't 'til we see it
And you wont find a reason,
We won't til we see it,
No you won't find a reason,
Pretty soon we'll be leaving
Surrounded and bordered in a world with no order,
We invent ways to make people stay
Drowning in boredom, our lives getting shorter,
Today, we'll make our mark on history
The price that I haven't paid,
The people that I need to forgive,
So if I died today,
Would I be proud of the life I've lived?
I'm sold on what I believe
Relying on the helping hand,
Something greater or a lack thereof
Waiting for a sign we can't,
'Cause what if it's empty above?
And you wont find a reason,
The whole world is waiting
No you won't find a reason,
Pretty soon we'll be leaving
I wont go 'til I know it
I won't go 'til I feel it
I won't go 'til I know it
I won't go 'til I feel it
And you won't find a reason
No you won't find a reason
I won't go 'til I know it
I won't go 'til I feel it