Ghost Mantra aphelion

I've always thought I was the main character
I've always thought I had a crown of thornes
Dug upon my forehead like a border
Lighting up this ellipse round the core
What to do if everything got smaller?
What to do when your orbit'll recede?
The land of my childhood is now vanished
Here above my raft in open sea…
I'm the darkness coming to surround you
You swarm like mosquitos round the stars
Broke my orbit losing into nothing
You just rest ìn the place where you are
Feel I've never been so distant from the sun
A light year from this hurt
Deep Space
Feel I don't know if I'm starting to fall down
Or Dark is my new crown
My realm
Undefined has always been my habitat
Incompleteness my fuel to research
Adorn this sky corner as an oracle
Make my body ready for the shift
I'm the darkness coming to devour you
To cure your skin burned by the stars
Broke my orbit losing into nothing
You. Just. Stay. Far
Feel I've never been so distant from the sun
A light year from this hurt
Deep Space
Feel I don't know if I'm starting to fall down
Or Dark is my new crown
My realm
Oh, listen what I say
I've changed center of gravity
Oh, this trust stuck in me
Wall paper to decore the void
I'm carried away, carried away, carried away
From this, from this
Feel I've never been so distant from the sun
A light year from this hurt
Deep Space
Feel I don't know if I'm starting to fall down
Or Dark is my new crown
My realm
Aphelion, aphelion, aphelion
No turning back