God Forbid reject the sickness

Shattered dreams of you and I
Awoken consumed by tortured lies
Growing throughout eternity
The love that died is now eating at me
Choice made to prolong the death
The empty feeling of your last caress
Nobody knows where the time has gone
Destined to stand all alone
Thriving off the anguish of life
The broken hopes of yesterday
Forsaken to believe
The fire burned beneath
Her fear had become stronger
Behind her stubborn pride
State of confusion
Reject the sickness
Torn between love and hate
That is what I feel
Hoping to understand why
My heart aches for you as you crush my pride
My soul can't find rest
A contrast in view has made it clear
Thoughts shared were untrue
Cloned feelings of past failures
Shattered dreams of you and I
Awoken consumed by tortured lies
Growing eternity
The love that died is eating at me
Choice made to prolong the death
Empty last caress