Brief, terrifying moments of conciousness
Like a dream without substance
A life worth living?
Neither awake nor asleep
Total emotional emptiness
For years I've been
Dwelling in the deepest
Depths of apathy
For years I've been
Searching
For a soul within myself
A battle of good and evil
A soul stillborn
A battle of life and death
My hope entombed
All light has faded
All warmth is gone
My being filled
With total hatred for life
Triumph of a war
A life at it's end
A peak of
Perfection
The moment of my death
All I saw in chaos was hell
For I couldn't see the beauty
Everywhere around me
I revealed the true meaning of life
By embracing Death divine
All life ever gave to me
Was confusion and futility
Never will I let a cage of flesh
Keep me restrained
Never again